fakeyourdeaths

so like i barely write anymore?? i wanna start again so that's what I'm gonna do. i'll try and do stuff on here but i'll be positing most of my new stuff on wattpad and ao3 ao3 account: ierx wattpad account: fakeyourdeaths i have an idea in mind right now so yeah.. cool xoryan

Long time, no see. It's been sometime, hasn't it? How is everyone? I hope you're all doing well! I've been alright, I suppose. A lot has happened over the last month or so. I changed my name to Ryan (not officially, I'd just prefer people to call me that now), I'm gender fluid (sort of a mixture of a girl and a guy, to put it in simplest terms), I'm pansexual, and I almost did something the other night that I guess I'm glad I didn't do. (I'd rather not talk about it). Anyway, since I've been gone from dA I've only written two things, one that was actually semi-decent. I think I will post it on here after I write this. I currently have two

So, over the last day or so I have noticed something really really important. I fucking hate series. I can't do it because then I end up getting really bored with the plot. Also, half way through writing a chapter, I sometimes feel that the end is near, but I can't think of how to resolve the problem without it sounding half-assed; most likely because I don't think thing through to the end. I also can't do more than one series at a time, I can't do more than one anything at  time usually (tv shows, reading, bands, etc.). And I also feel pressured when people are like "When will the next chapter be up?" because I hate being rushed and keepin